Floundering


There would have been countless sentences unfinished as each of us recognised that the other did not and could never understand what we were talking about nor why we cared. None of this should or did affect our sexual relations, but it would certainly have eroded any other relationship like a persistent shotgun barrage.

I wandered into a café, ordered a bacon sandwich and a cup of black coffee and slumped down at a formica-topped table.

So I wanted neither man for myself,  and could not have supplied what either needed. Come to think of it, I wanted no-one for myself, save in some fantasy world which existed only in the once upon a time and the ever after but which could never endure in the time in between.

    
 



But the pulsing between my legs, the tingling of the skin along my sides, the fullness and tautness of my nipples told me that I wanted sex – not as a desperate, hungry woman compromising her standards and her dignity in order to fulfil a physical need, but as a connoisseur, able to pick and choose the individual sources of  pleasure and their provenance.

I had taken just one mouthful out of the bacon sandwich when I left the cafe.

I now walked briskly. So soon as the front door had swung shut behind me, I picked up the telephone and tapped out Paul’s number. He answered with a groan and a lot of snuffling of bedclothes.

“Paul?” I said. “Laura Bell.”

    
 
 
 
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